Monday, 29 April 2013

I Love My Wife But I Cant Stop Hurting Her

Dear readers,

It is said that a leopard never changes its spots, and this saying defines my story.
Determined not to cheat on my girlfriend in my first year in the University of Ilorin, I resolved to going regularly to church, but being that I was not the Church person, it wore off sooner than later, and I went back to cheating.
All this while I thought to myself that when I truly found the person I love, I wouldn’t cheat anymore, but I have just proven my thought wrong.
The day I met Stephanie still remains the best day of my life, we instantly connected, and wow, I loved her on the spot!
I made sure the whole wedding process was sped up and we got married. Somewhere in my head, I thought to myself that now I have the most beautiful treasure in the Universe, I would stop sleeping with anything in skirt and blouse.
I was clean for a whole month after our wedding, and that seemed like 45 years, I was really happy because I passionately love Stephanie, with all of my heart.
My boss at the office got a new secretary, and before long I began to notice she was so beautiful and thought it wouldn’t be a bad idea to try her out. It took me only three weeks and I had my way with her, but it didn’t stop there, I got attracted to other ladies along the way and the bad news is that they always fall for me.
I can’t help myself, after trying therapies, trying to put up a straight face at work or when I’m out, in short doing a whole lot, but nothing seems to work.
The good ting is that my wife doesn’t know about this yet, because I’m quite careful, but I have a filling I’m living on borrowed time.
What must I do to stop this?

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